I am currently reading The Monstrumologist by Rick Yancy. I am enjoying this book quite a lot. It is very interesting. I have noticed one particular theme coming up throughout the entire book, resulting in page-long monologues from the person writing the diary. His name is Will Henry and he is the monstrumologist's assistant. This particular theme is the strange and unrecognizable relationship the monstrumologist and his assistant have. The tension and feelings drawn between them change, almost as if the two do not understand each other.
At some points, I, the reader, think Will Henry thinks of the doctor as a father, for Will Henry doesn't have one. Will Henry will dutifully do what the doctor tells him to, no matter how tired he is from days of sleep deprivation. The next page the doctor will ask him to do another errand and Will Henry will get defensive in his mind and say things like 'this is the big moment, where I show him I don't belong to him' and ' what is he doing, thinking he can act like my father.' At times, it seems as if Will Henry is blaming the doctor for the death of his father, a tragic death in a fire. It feels almost as if Will Henry doesn't trust the doctor. When the doctor sends him out to the market, Will Henry thinks of escape. He says in his head 'it wasn't the first time this thought had come to mind.' The tendency to escape has overcome him multiple times. He would rather be somewhere else. But he has no other family. Where would he go?
Yet, at the same time, the doctor seems to need Will Henry a lot. Not just for his services, which, as the doctor puts it, are 'indispensable', but for company as well. I almost think the indispensable quality is not the work Will Henry does for the doctor, but actually the company he brings. Late at night, the doctor will call Will Henry to his side just so Will Henry is there, sitting beside him. It's almost like the doctor fears about the monsters he faces, and nighttime is the only time he can let it out, in his nightmares. I think to the doctor, the fact that Will Henry will get up in the middle of the night without question, and just sit with him when the doctor is scared; I think the doctor thinks that quality is indispensable.
The doctor and Will Henry have very confusing feelings towards each other. The doctor thinks Will Henry's quality of being there whenever he needs him is indispensable and Will Henry thinks of running away sometimes, or challenging the doctor's ideas, but other times he seems to think of him as a father. Their relationship is very confusing, at this point, and I hope I get a better grip on it when I'm farther through the book.